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I just want to say thank you. This video helps.

I'm torn, part of me thinks I'm great and can make a difference but I'm just not particularly lucky and everything seems to go wrong no matter how good I am. I don't understand it

I say it every day at all the time nowadays and I mean it.... I was supposed to die as a baby book. My mom's father, who is very evil, saved my life and I regret that every day.

Im mostly fine with my accomplishments... its all the other ppl telling me I did it wrong, should have done it another way. Are they wrong - usually not, but maybe I didnt think of that way or have access to that option.. no matter- I am just wrong. all the time...

I just want to be dead, I'm just a burden and no one will notice when I'm dead too so I just want to die

When people do this it is creepy. It’s like this “positive” aggression. They’re trying to control you because you make them feel bad just by existing.

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I’m glad you are still here man. I was having a really hard time tonight and found some peace in your videos. Thank you.

Great video, Kenny! Really resonated with me. And I hope you've made some solid connections since you made this. Isolation can be devastating, speaking from personal experience.

I have an itch that I cannot scratch. As I keep looking into what my problem is, it raises more questions about myself, of who I am and what I am. But I am trying.

Every damn day. All I do is work, and be miserable. Fuck my life.

Its the game of life. I was feeling ok when i had time for life, now I'm like a robot wake up at 6 am out of bed by 630 get the day going coffee shower and drive to work, I'm at work till 6 pm come home luckily no commute it's 5 mins away unwind some tv start dinner wind down again for sleep and repeat and work 5 days only to get two days off. I'm off sat sun, sat i sleep in a little and get up food shop and relax I don't want to do anything anymore, everything seems to be a task* i get no joy from gaming nope, djing nope, organize or tinker on something nope, maybe clean yay! lol and sun I'm counting the hours down till it's repeat, how is this living? This is so routine and boring it's no wonder I'm so bored with life, there's no time for joy anymore, no time for hobbies, no time for life in general. I want to get out by bike but here in the desert heat makes it impossible and maybe play some b ball outside, shoot some hoops or go shooting for practice or electric scooter but idk seems like i talk myself out of enjoyment because worried something will happen to me. I play it safe and don't do anything anymore, I enjoy good company but most people especially of the female demographic have become toxic so i avoid that too. I went to the gym after work but now i spend so much time at work with overtime I don't want to do that anymore either. Ive been sober so i dont even smoke or drink gaming takes up too much time away from napping or cleaning or relaxing watching tv etc. on Sat. Just feels like life is so boring and nothing but work, clockwork and same shit everyday. I won't blame the economy but it's a factor and overpopulated city and toxic beings everywhere and the unbearable heat and overworked just seem to waste my life. I traded my life for money and that's it.

I do genuinely wish id never been born. I could care less what the world would be like witbout me. I dont care what others think or feel. My deepest desire is to fade away into non existence. Its what I WANT. Im not lookin for a reason to live. See some folks are depressed cuz they think they have no reason to go on. I dont feel that way. I have reasons to go on, i just dont want to. I desire to be gone. Its what i fantasize about and want most dearly. And i dont think thats a bad thing. People who feel that way shouldnt be chastised for wanting it either.

Im treated like crap im a 5 and half stone anorexic in care facility with no washing facilities prone to seizures. Treated badly wont eat for the evening. Was laughed at because my shoes fell off my very thin feet. I cried.

Thank you for this video. I am going through the same issue, ten years later, at almost an identical age.

"Don't try to be liked by everyone when you don't like everyone."

I wish I could go back and time and stop my parents from ever meeting

If you want to see someone smile, give them a reason to smile. Don't just say you should smile or hey smile or something? You're not going to win me over saying that.

Much love, brother! I am going through the same thing. We all gonna make it!

Thanks for your great videos.i just binge watched a dozen of them.make me feel less alone in dark moments.

thank you

People Need To Learn How To Mind Their Own Business. Leave People Alone.

I don't think self love is enough. No matter how much you love yourself, you still want to be loved by others. That's why a lot of people that say they love themselves are still seeking relationships.

This video is really old, but soo important!! I completely appreciate that I found it❤thank you! You can really feel how much this guy thought about it. I also think it's so important to express ourselves and be creative and maybe we can do sth new bc fantasy is limitless unlike knowing stuff

I just confused

great video

Make it to 65 buddy, don't give up or give in.

I’m a stupid special needs simpleton! That’s why I wish I had never been born! :(

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Watchin this today

I'm going through exactly the same thing you're going through, you must feel free to share your thoughts, and that must help you to build more confidence in yourself. Don't care what other people think, you know..i know, this society is a fucked up place in total, so it's actually hard to become THE ONE. Sharing our hard feelings with others doesn't make us any better,...just a part of your brain, i mean that stiffness that's holding on to you, that goes off, might be some of it but still. so I hope you are doing good maybe, stay safe and content brother ❤

Today is my birthday. I bought a birthday cake that I never went to collect. I hate my birthday. My life is just miserable and painful. As I am writing this, I am in Tears because I wish I was never born. If only there was a way to unperson myself. To blot myself out of existence, just like I was never here. I don't want to be here. My father us dead, he was emotionally unavailable, my mother abuses me emotionally and I am 29. I want to leave, but I have nowhere to go. I just wish I was dead, but I can't bring myself to kill myself. I wish I was never ever born. Bring born is a wound that you will never recover from.

what a brilliant video! I just found so much peace in that one simple line- they may have their own reasons to dislike you and there's probs nothing you can do about it. I always feel like I am in power to make a difference or get them to think differently of me but, if they already have their reasons to dislike me and think badly of me, I should respect that and so be it; there's not much that can be done x

Don’t worry one day your dream will come true

I hope your 2024 is going better, Kenny. Have a great 2024! 😊

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Don't give up, some of these moods are just temporary its part of being human there is nothing wrong with you. If your level of functioning is impacted such as not being able to sleep or loss of apetite, then you need to see a doctor.

To who ever sees this, I know how you feel. Trust me. But I also know that for each and every one of you, there is at least one person that is very happy you’re alive. For me, that main person is Jesus. I’m not trying to force religion on anyone or anything. Genuinely, focusing on Him and surrounding myself with people who remind me to do that in my low moments always resulted in my spirits lifting. Isaiah 41:10 “So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand. Isaiah 43:1 “Now, this is what the Lord says, the one who created you, O Jacob, and formed you, O Israel: “Don’t be afraid, for I will protect you. I call you by name, you are mine.”

Not a motivating video.

its crazy that this video is 8 year ago, and i saw your current video, that you still strugling with this issue and still don't have a friends and sadly, i suffer the same issue, last time i got a friend in 2018 on my first time go to college, but due to SocialAnxiety, PMO Addiction, and depression, i got dropout from college, and now after six years (2024) i've been stuck on same job for 3 years and this is my third time i go to college, even after 3 years i met new people and experiences, i still couldn't make a friends with anyone now im going to turn 27 this year, and i think i already decide to accept my own company... rn i just hoping i could survive till graduate, and had a better job that i dreamed of....

Please it isn't easy. I also wish I didn't exist sometimes. Please pray for me

Same

Loneliness can lead to mental illness

If I could start my life over again then this is what I would do. First I would change the schools I went to and go to better ones. Next I would try to become a celebrity such a singer, actor, voice actor, dancer, musician and martial artist. I would try to be in many movies and tv shows both live action and cartoons. I would start my career as a child.

Nobody would care if I'm not around anymore, they lived without me for long long time, I'm here now, but the whole world will keep spinning without me.

I hate so much myself man... I'm so tired to look at myself everyday on my mirror, I hate every single part of me, I'm not pretty, our smart, or funny, neither have confidence. I'm so sick of myslef, I hurt people that would do anything for me, friends, family, anyone... I hate to be me, I wish I would be like the cool kids at my class, I dream, pray, hope every night to be loved by the biggest number of people in the world, I would be happy enough if I was just beautiful, I dream to be beautiful... I wish I didn't have this feeling towards people better than me... I hate this feeling, the feeling of envy, it burn every part of me beneath my skin... It's like fire, it burns, it hurts... It makes me angry or sad, it make me wish I wasn't there, if just I would be invisible... All of my problems would be gone if I just disappear, it would be great... But I wouldn't resist to much in a world that nobody would se me... I hate the way my parents are, they make me hate myself even more... I hate the way people talk about me in school, I did so much just to be loved, to be know... Gosh, why they get everything they want, I bet their life's doesn't have any problem at all, why I didn't get nothing, I just wished to be loved...

Tired of being a screw up in life.

Wow, you've come a long way since the last vid I watched on this channel. That's true character development.

Yes you're on the right track. Life doesn't get any better. Live with it. Even if it sucks.

I can't wait to die. The only thing that scares me about death is reincarnation. If you aren't existing after death you have no way of knowing. And there would be 8 billion dick heads that can instantly make a new person who would have to be 100 percent existing. That's terrifying to me. I hope to nothing that I'll just be dead forever. Who in the right mind would agree to being born in this sick twisted paradoxical complicated nightmare that kills everything?